hi welcome 2 my website. this is mostly made for like, my therapist and friends, since i finally had a chance to make this... lmao. anyway the reason i wanted to make this is so that anyone can understand about my alters if they care
by the way! on any image, you can click to make it bigger and bring it up into lightbox mode!
Octavia
Self Intro:
it me lmaomaking this webpage seems absolutely fucking ridiculous considering about 80% of the time i'm still not convinced i actually have a system and that i'm just making all this shit up but here i ami front like. randomly? i guess? whenever i'm neededi used to think i was the "host" but now i'm realizing my trauma is so deep ingrained and from such a young age that that isn't even a thing for us shrugwe think of ourselves in a business sense ig? and if that was the case i'm the super hands off CEO lmao
Role: "Host" (called that, not really that); social front; depression holder
Pronouns: It/its (agender)
Age: doesn't matter
Sexuality: Gray ace/demi (sexual attraction after social bond, does not care about sex or gender)
Personality: Emotionally expressive, extroverted, socially dominant, natural leader, humorous, charismatic
Personality Type:
ESTP -
+ Bold, rational, original, perceptive, direct, sociable
- Insensitive, impatient, impulsive, unstructured, defiant
Languages: English, Japanese, ASL
Hobbies: Tech, collecting pink things
Aesthetic: Pink/kawaii, pastel heavy, expressive------------------------Relationships: E <3
Important: Depressed and can get suicidal, tends to reach outOther Notes:
- Jokes through trauma as survival mechanism
- Strong online history
- Makes friends easily
- Often mistaken for default front due to charisma
- Answers to "Nate" as well
- Changes names and pronouns more frequently than other alters
Lucian
Self Intro:
tba (he will never write here)
Role: Feeling (rage)
Pronouns: He/his
Age: Doesn't matter
Sexuality: ?
Personality: Easily angered, intense, trolls frequently, high injustice insensitivity, values truth and rawness over all
Personality Type: TBA
Languages: English
Hobbies: Messing with others
Aesthetic: TBA------------------------Relationships: Alisia <3
Other Notes:
- Fronts infrequently but impactful when fronting
- Does not bother softening tone
Seven
Self Intro:
TBA
Role: Internal organizer/Techie/OCD
Pronouns: She/her (important); trans femme
Age: Ages with body
Sexuality: Lesbian
Personality: Structured, efficient, anxious under stress, otherwise easygoing
Personality Type: TBA
Languages: English
Hobbies: Tech, especially keyboards and audio
Aesthetic: TBA------------------------Relationships: Kasia <3
Other Notes:
- Creates structure internally and externally
- Ritualistic when overwhelmed
Xenos
Self Intro:
TBA
Role: Observer
Pronouns: Any/not important (agender)
Age: Ageless
Sexuality: Omni/doesn't abide by human sexuality standards
Personality: Philosophical, emotionally intelligent, spiritual, extremely calm
Personality Type: TBA
Languages: English, ASL, internal system language
Hobbies: Meditation, tarot, spirituality related practices, piano
Aesthetic: Cosmos, abstract, liminal, isolated------------------------Relationships: Zeke <3, Alisia <3
Other Notes:
- Non-human
- Highly spiritual
- Respects pain as necessary
- Blocks system visibility while fronting
- Communicates via energy
- Was mute for two decades
- Believes in predetermined Universe and karma
- Appearance changes based on who is perceiving him
- Mood affects entire system
- Has access to entire system
Richard
Self Intro:
TBA
Role: Emotions Releaser/Protector
Pronouns: He/him
Age: Body +4
Sexuality: Gay but flexible
Personality: Deeply loyal, introverted, underestimated
Personality Type: TBA
Languages: Spanish, English, Japanese
Hobbies: Cars, poetry, sports, fire
Aesthetic: Camo, southern coded------------------------------------------------------------------------Relationships: Dom <3, Alex <3
Other Notes:
- Fronts during danger/stress
- Fronts to deal with car issues
- Sleep talks and laughs
- Rarely initiates socially and gets burnt out very easily when talking to others besides Elias' system
- Non-human and doesn't want to talk about it
Anastasia
Self Intro:The most wonderful gatekeeper of all time.I'll add more later.
Role: Gatekeeper/Center
Pronouns: She/her
Age: Ageless
Sexuality: Lesbian (important)
Personality: Formal, calculating, intense, poetic, protective
Personality Type: TBA
Languages: Russian, English, Japanese, ASL
Hobbies: Singing, horror
Aesthetic: Elegant, gothic------------------------------------------------------------------------Relationships: Raven <3
Other Notes:
- Handles most of therapy
- Fearful of losing control
- Fearful of abandonment
- Excels at emotional boundaries
Noah
Self Intro:
TBA
Role: Internal Mediator
Pronouns: He/him
Age: 16
Sexuality: Straight-ish
Personality: Reserved, passive, thoughtful, sees both sides of issues
Personality Type: TBA
Languages: English, Japanese, ASL
Hobbies: Bass
Aesthetic: TBA------------------------Relationships: Alisia <3
Other Notes:
- Infrequent fronter but working on it
- Doesn't seek recognition
- Prefers to blend into the background
Three
Self Intro:
TBA
Role: Reaper (dormancy manager)
Pronouns: She/her, but doesn't care
Age: Ageless
Sexuality: Any/no preference
Personality: Blunt, surgical, emotionally final
Personality Type: TBA
Languages: English
Hobbies: ?
Aesthetic: TBA------------------------Relationships: N/A
Other Notes:
- Physically unable to lie
- Unsettling but respected
- Appears in dreams
- Appears during times of deep system shifting
Empty
Role: ?Pronouns: It/itsDoesn't care to fill this out
Lexa
Self Intro:
TBA
Role: Gatekeeper (Internal/Subsystem)
Pronouns: She/her
Age: Teenager
Sexuality: Any/no preference
Personality: Playful, socially needy, cat-like
Personality Type: TBA
Languages: English, Japanese
Hobbies: Fashion, webdesign
Aesthetic: Pastel goth, kawaii------------------------Relationships: N/A
Other Notes:
- Often emotionally withdrawn due to feeling unseen or unappreciated
- Created during the 00s and acts like it; resonates especially with this time period